Jumat, 31 Mei 2013 - 0 komentar

5nd

MAY

 yeay alhamdulillah to 6 months. although I was test today, I squeeze in a little writing. Alhamdulillah (should always give thanks to Allah SWT) this month many stories about us, from my beloved final exams, thesis test and others call it his final months, but ended with the victory. alhamdulillah :) hahaha

 This month we're met frequency is fairly decent. from the beginning of the month he came , surprised me and asked me to dinner in mini cafe in front of where i usually went to swim 

 then next week I came to his house gives little surprice, with overnight make blackforest cake, although it was also rather not convincing maybe haha, but most importantly my promise to him after he finished his thesis already fulfilled.

 then, last weekend yesterday we road Saturday night, cruising to the hospital and next the rains for the heritage cafe -, - thankyou dierbare (banyak bersyukur :D )

"I wish that you were here, or I was there, or we were together anywhere.." 

`Always appreciate and do the little things that make you feel so special.` ♥ :) amin hope so ..



Senin, 13 Mei 2013 - 0 komentar

sabrina's cover


How To Save a Life 

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God, he hears you
And I pray to God, he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life

How to save a life

Jumat, 03 Mei 2013 - 0 komentar

semangat ujian kekasih :D

"Cinta bukan hanya sekedar kata tetapi juga tentang cita rasa dan tindakan nyata"

      haha aku tak kan banyak berkata-kata. well, apa aku mempunyai cinta? tentu ! aku punya berbagai macam cita rasa cinta , haha cinta terhadap Tuhan, orangtua , dan kekasihku . 

       by the way , besok sih kekasihku ujian nih di tempat pendidikannya . ujian fisik ! kau tau bagaimana khawatirnya aku kau dibegitukan sedemikian rupa sehingga kau pasti akan merasakan apa yang namanya capek setengah mati , bahkan akupun tak sanggup membayangkan !  ( yang ini lebay badai -,-*)

 Kekasihku, kau sudah banyak menghadapi banyak ujian , mau yang mudah, setengah, ataupun susah , dan kenyataannya kau selalu berhasil , meskipun terkadang keberhasilan itu tidak maksimal , eittss tetap bersyukur ya . 

 Aku sih kalau masalah ujian ginian yakin 100% bahwa nilaimu akan baik-baik saja dan pasti dapat yang terbaik . (amin) . mengapa aku bisa berkata seyakin itu ? karena aku ada untuk selalu meyakinkanmu :p 

 yang terpenting adalah persiapanmu , tetap jaga stamina yaa , jangan begadang dulu -,- , dan fokuskan  sejenak ketika besok kamu ujian , lihat kedepan ,pemandangan kesuksesan yang akan segera kau temukan , bayangkan bahwa itu semua menunggumu didepan .. aku yakin ndan :D aku selalu berkata "you always do the best" mengapa? karena kalimat itu adalah gambaran harapan dan doaku , anything  mengenai hal apapun kamu harus bisa melakukan yang terbaik yaa, yakinlah bahwa 

 ketika nanti kamu menjadi lelah aku akan ada disitu  disampingmu  mengelap tetesan keringat yang bercucuran ditubuhmu, aku akan membawakanmu air es yang kau tunggu-tunggu , membawakanmu handuk dan tisu , dan akan membantu memijitmu. ya tapi bayangkan aja sih :) wkwk

 kekasihku, ingat ya  hadapi semua ujian-ujianmu dengan penuh semangat , be on fire ! jangan jadikan sebuah beban kehidupan , karena ini adalah salah satu jalan menuju kesuksesan  tanpa semua ini belum tentu kau mampu menjadi yang seperti ini  berawal dari kesabaran dan ikhtiar, jika terjadi sedikit kendala belajarlah keikhlasan . Hidup ! 
jaga kesehatanmu , jangan berlebihan , berhenti makan sebelum kenyang . kamu pasti bisaaaaa ..

nih Om Arya Wiguna ama  , seluruh jajaran masyarakat indonesia ikut menyemangatimu ...






jangan jadi gini ya , lebih berat ujian presiden SBY looo.....


kalau mau sukses sih ....


artinya sudah harus memulai iniiiii....




Intinya dari semua itu

DOAKU SELALU MENYERTAIMU .


ALLAH SELALU ADA DISISI-MU 



oh iyaaa the last ........

     Air tidak pernah mengalir melawan arus, dan tidak pernah berhenti jika ada tikungan atau hambatan di jalur alirannya, tetapi air mencoba untuk terus mengalir dengan mencari jalan lain atau rute lain agar ia bisa terus mengalir mengikuti arah arus air. Seperti hidup manusia, Tuhan ingin menunjukkan pada kita jika hidup ini tak bisa di paksakan dan kita hanya bisa mencoba mencari jalan lain dalam menyelesaikan masalah dan terus mengalir mengikuti arus, terus berusaha dan tak pernah putus asa

     Lakukan hal terbaik pada dirimu, keluargamu, teman-temanmu, dan orang menyayanggi mu.Buktikan pada mereka bahwa kau mampu menjadi air yang mengalir. Tak pernah putus asa, tak pernah memaksa, selalu berharga, dan membanggakan orang-orang di sekitar kita."Like a Water, I Will Always Flowing"


 With love at 18:18 


Selasa, 30 April 2013 - 0 komentar

4nd

APRIL 

       well, finally writing again. maybe not too important to other people but it is very important to me. This month we met only one time. sooo funny :) he looks handsome on screen tivi that time, still I don't care about the its shape. haha

       this month is the month where I've really determined and committed to not being someone who easily hubbub a.k.a GALAU. I'm so shy :) 

       I went with him,  well to a bookstore to find Arabic dictionary for her sister, and then hang out in a cafe. I was pleased with this meeting, even though we seldom meet, we have even more harmonious relationship. amin :)  somehow it is always evolving as time goes by. haha I purposely bought an ordinary cake with a spirit of hope that he will always keep fighting finish last task. I always pray anywhere and anytime the best . when we back in my home , do you know what he's do before back ?   he was action with his magic, with a card that says i love you. R ♥ L . . so romantic wahaha. I'm always success to given surprised by his behavior. :) thankyou dierbare ...

Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction

   Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.  ~ Albert Einstein

Senin, 22 April 2013 - 0 komentar

ya beginilah :)

I JUST WANNA SAY IF .........

AKU BENAR-BENAR MENYESALLL !! 


TAK BOLEH SEPERTI ITU !

JANGAN DIULANG YA IMEH -,-

OKE !! CATAT DI OTAK DALAM-DALAM :)


maaf dierbare masih suka labil . insha allah yang terakhir :) 
tiap niat banget close book pasti adaaa ajaaa ya ampuuuun halangan yang bikin 

stressor galau akut laa inii .. why ???



mungkin aku memang harus menjadi orang yang benar-benar tak peduli 

dengan omongan dan anggapan orang lain terlebih dahuluu 

untuk statement dan ucapan tertentu -,-



aku tak ingin menonjol  , aku akan menyembunyi 

bukan karena tak berani atau tak percaya diri

hanya saja sedikit mengantisipasi dan membatasi diri 

karena agar supaya bahwasannya  tak terlalu nge-bloowww uuuppp ... hihihi



ouh berlebihan bukan :) memang :p

but i don't care :) life is too short ...

make life happily with someone that can make us sooo happy :D

LIKE YOU !!

Rabu, 17 April 2013 - 0 komentar

dikit lagi :D

DO !! 
Doakan lulus taun ini 

RE !!
Relakan habisi TAmu

MI !!
Misal kau menjadi frustasi 

FA !!
Fasti ku kan terus menyemangati

SO !!
Soal revisi sudah biasa 

LA !!
Lama-lama kelar juga 

SI !!
Siapa sih yang gak mau wisuda ?

DO !!
Dukunganku tak kan putus juga :)

Sabtu, 13 April 2013 - 0 komentar

apa ajalah

Doaku untuk mu begitu Adekuat , aku harap tak akan terjadi semacam atonia uteri ibaratnya lemah dalam berkontraksi , ya minimal aku akan berusaha memberikan oksitosin dan sekuat tenaga melakukan kompresi bimanual eksterna maupun interna untuk terus mendorongmu supaya semua baik-baik saja :) 

`hoaam~ ngantuk`

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